Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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6:39 pm
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ok so yesterday me and my mom got home from shopping at southpark, nordstrom to be specific, and my grandma was waiting at the back door(my grandparents were at my house) and her face was all pale and i was like "wats wrong grandma?" and she stuttered back "i..i think you need to take joe to..to the hospital." me:" what happened!" and she pointed at the ground and said " he was chasing after Diva so she wouldnt get smashed in the doorway and he tripped and fell" so all this time im looking at this big puddle/splatter of blood on the pavement. (you know how the screen porch has the brick wall around it? well he hit is face on it as he fell) so i run inside and my grandpa is sitting on the couch with (im not exxagerating) his noseand chin were like split in half and his glasses had put a hole in his cheek. there was blood everywhere
so i got him a bag of ice and my mom took him to the hospital. i was real scared, but he is ok he had to get 15 stitches and his face was swollen and it was just nasty, i almost passed out when i saw him. well the moral of the story is my grandpa saved Diva's life and almost could of lost his own. and now im gonna go cry.
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Friday, October 7th, 2005
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9:24 pm
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goddammmit, a certain someonethat i have to work with quite intimatly pisses me off to like the fullest extent, today in rehearsal mitchell kept giving me all the same shit about keeping my energy up, and i couldnt get it...who woulda thought. but fucking little grandpa kept sighing under his breath and making annoyed not to mention ugly faces with his head down. god i wanted to smack him in the face. but its watever ill get over it. i need to just act better and get over it. ok well i miss joe and have to take the SAT tomarrow. so that was not a very happy entry but omg JASON GAVE ME HIS PHONE NUMBER!!!omg i was sooo excited, because for fucking christs sake its jason! ok well that was like the highlight of my day. i love kara and we are definetly going to get smore bars realll soon
peace and love
ken
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
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9:55 pm
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it was opening night, and bryce and cortland came to see the show...that made me really happy because i dont remember telling them about it.haha maybe hannah did. watever tho. my lapdance was way weak tonight, im really happy jonathan wasnt there to see that. well i love my dog she is so crazy. Kara makes me smile when we are together...haha that sounds so romantic. oh yea baby...sowy. ok well i love everyone that loves me too or if i dont know you, i like you then too.
peace and love
ken
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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6:39 pm
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today wasnt so bad...yes!
umm yea i get to go and get Diva tomarrow!!!! im soo excited.
Atrain isnt looking so bad anymore and riding the city but was real funny. i am in love with Johnathan, he is the guy who taught me the lap dance for Atrain. god i cant wait to see him again.
im goin to greensboro on saturday and hopefully i will be able to see joe. that would be nice.
bandaid boy is wierd and i dont know wat to think anymore, i guess ill find out on monday.. hmm watever
ok that was not very well written at all but i dont really care and neither should you because tu es el amor de mi vida...alryte
peace and love
ken
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Sunday, August 28th, 2005
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6:45 pm - jazzy
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i feel so dead but it isnt good like you think being dead would be, its where you can still feel...that doesnt make much sense,but since when do i ever REALLY make sense. its probably because they put me back on my meds. thats a good thing though, those bad feelings will go away soon. i like to just sit in my living room listen to some jazz, eat ice and then fall asleep. its a nice feeling. you should try it sometime. i miss camp celo. i think i might work there all summer next year. that would be nice. well i guess i will go study now.
peace
ken
current mood:  watever...
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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11:22 pm - ya kno wat im sayin...eh?
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as soon as you think you are over somethin, it comes right back and begs YOU to come back. so now im back...and cant wait to be absolutely misreable again. things are getting better in some places though. i love patrick more than anyone will ever know. and i love emily even more than that. they are fuckin wonderful. but so is tila. she is pretty awesome too. my mom got me some comet today and i cleaned the house, god it felt good. so i guess im getting back into acting...its watever
peace and love
ken
current mood:  watever
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Friday, August 19th, 2005
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2:09 pm - i know
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even though gorillas dont fall in love they still fuck each others brains out
hint hint? nudge nudge?
current mood:  rejected
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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1:05 am - guess what i'm doing?
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ken and ems here...
just to say
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
time to roast marshmallows. i love you. and em does too.
current mood:  horny
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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8:59 pm - basketball
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so i went to a basketball game tonight with my friend Sophie and it was a lot of fun. it was a christian school, and i kept swearing. it was really embarrasing. watever tho. after the game i was talking with a boy, who will remain unamed at this point in time. but yea, i was trying to get to know him as a friend. but i couldnt seem to connect with him. and it was really perplexing. then when i was on my way home with sophie, and i kept analyzing the situation in my head. and then it hit me EPIPHANY! he is one of those guys who cant be friends with a girl, the only reason he would talk to a girl would be if he was trying to get wit her. but then when i got home, i felt like a had judged and"type casted" the poor guy in a very big way. but not really because i did give him a chance to show me what he was like, right? and its not like he cant prove me wrong, right? watever my brain hurts.
kendy
current mood:  exanimate
current music: dat big rap,FO SHO
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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9:45 pm - jesus/kara
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so u kno how i said i decorated the yard this afternoon? well i hurt my hand. and its just a bruise right in the middle of my hand, but it keeps reminding me of jesus. its kinda freakin me out. im not saying that i think im jesus or anything, but it is kinda wierd huh? i love kara to pieces. its like we have this connection, like we understand each other. but still dont. i dont know wat it is, but sometimes i think we are sisters. rather interesting. thats all
kendy
current mood: ponderful
current music: telethon
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6:14 pm - fuckin candy canes
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its saturday and im still grounded...hmmm. i just put up tons of christmas lights on our housea and they are really pretty.but im not christian, its wierd. i still love jesus though. im on this myspace website thing and i dont know how to work it...at all. haha. cant wait to see joey. (wishful thinking)OH YEA im stage managing ragtime now.i know its crazy, these fucking thespians, i dont understand us. well im goin to go watch coffee and cigerettes now. why do they call cigarettes cigarettes. couldnt they have thought a an easier word to spell...those fuckers. peace
kendy
current mood: mellow
current music: some goddess music of my moms
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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6:36 pm - hmmm
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hey
i am so embarassed about theatre today! haha watever tho. so the assitant director idea was burned,but i was asked to stagemanage. but it kinda pisses me off.hmmm. blah. i love yal
peace
kendy
current mood:  content
current music: Fefe dobson
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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5:01 pm - starburst
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hey!hey!
so i had a pretty good day!which is a positive change. i mean i i actually worked in my classes today...sorta. and then my mom didnt piss me off like at all today. AND i got a fish from walmart!!!!! he is soooo pretty! his name is Aqua Henry Blue. he loves me and is gonna live for a long time, i know he is. but if he doesnt then i can get my money back, i just have to bring his rotting corpse back to walmart. wonderful eh?! anyways im kinda sad bout the musical or watever. bc i still have to talk to mo bout bein asistant director and i have a feeling she isnt gonna go for it. but watever. im sooo happy me and leelyn are cool again. ive missed u girl! much love
kendy
current mood:  jubilant
current music: mom's xmas album...from walmart. haha
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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4:53 pm - ok, ok im kinda gettin it
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so kara made my lj really pretty!and i love her to pieces for it. anyways i went to church today, and we discussed the CHARLOTTE CON!! and i cant wait bc me and ben are gonna run to be deans (that sounds wierd) but yea, i cant get over this one time when i said "i was tottaly buggin" but i was serious and it kinda scared me...hmm. i might be gettin a new cell phone.i will miss henry a lot tho.(my phone) he is so gay and cute but im gonna go. wat is it with caribou? does anyone ever actually think about the caribou and not just their coffee? caribou are really ugly.
kendy
current mood:  (not really, i jus like the gu
current music: that boniqua song, Nina sky?
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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7:12 pm - oh shit!
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so i finally made a live journal...i still dont know what im doing really, but watever. Im grounded so yea, i keep thinkin about kara. Can anybody read this? well that would be neat, they will learn that i dont really say anything when im talking. intriguing eh? i feel kinda bad for not writing anything important in my first live journal entry. dammit im avoiding the subject, im no longer a lj virgin and the whole situation is just weighing on me. im just kidding. god im such a loseer. at least i got to see emily and tina today. watever
kendy
current mood:  melancholy
current music: random fucker, The king of queens
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